By Naomi Kramer
All those in the medical field put themselves at risk every single day. Even before the Novel Corona Virus, in any given day we never know what we are walking into. As a Pediatric Intensive Care Nurse for 7 years, I have been in my fair share of dangerous situations. I’ve been exposed to viruses and bacteria without knowing. I have cared for a child beaten to death by his father, while his father was not in custody. I have cared for teenagers involved in gangs and shootings, with police standing outside the door in case they showed up. We swipe our IDs and confront whatever danger awaits us, without hesitation. As Covid-19
spreads across our country, our job and our commitment to helping the sick never waivers.
On March 29th I showed up to my Pediatric Intensive Care Unit to be told that In 48 hours we would be transitioned to an Adult Covid 19 ICU. We would get 2-3 days to train and learn and on April 1st we would open as a fully functioning Adult Medical ICU. As a nurse for 7+ years I have only ever cared for the pediatric population.
This does not make me a hero. This does not make my co-workers, doctors, PA’s, respiratory therapists or any ancillary staff heroes. What makes us heroes is the sacrifices we are forced to make because now we are exposing ourselves to Covid-19 every single day. What makes us heroes, is the nurse who sent away her husband and 2 small children to minimize their risk. Not knowing how long it will be till she can hold or even see her children again. What makes us heroes is the days we finally have a break from the hospital, we must spend them alone. What makes us heroes is that all of us can no longer be with our friends or our family, indefinitely. What makes me a hero, is being a single Orthodox woman, who now has to spend Pesach and Shabbos alone. And it’s ok. I don’t share this for pity, I share this so that each and every one of you understand the sacrifice that every single medical professional has been forced to make.
We chose this field, we chose to help others before we help ourselves. But we never knew we would be forced to choose between our patients and our families. But now we are, and every single one of us has chosen you. We choose you and your loved ones over our own. We choose to keep fighting this nasty, scary virus even though it means we can’t be with any of our loved ones for a long time.
This is more then a plea to just stay at home, it’s a plea to understand, really truly understand that while you’re all stuck at home with your families or friends, we are working 12 hour shifts running straight into the fire. You spend your days avoiding the virus and doing everything in your power to protect yourself from it. We are literally surrounding ourselves with this disease day after day. We are putting ourselves at risk every day to try and eradicate this deadly virus. But aside from our own personal health, we have each sacrificed more then you can ever know.
I’m lucky to work in a profession where I can help so many people. I’m lucky to work in a profession where I can do my part to help during this crazy world we have all been thrown into. We medical professionals are heroes, not because we show up to work and help those who are sick, but because without hesitation we have given up on everything around us. I hope and pray this pandemic will end soon, so no more people have to suffer and die. So my friends can be reunited with their families and friends. And so I can finally go and hug my nieces and nephews and talk to my family from less then 6ft away.
Stay home, please. Please. Stay home so I can go home. So we all can go home to our families and not have to choose our patients over our families anymore.